I look at someone like the apostle Paul and can’t help but think what a freak that guy was for Christ. He shows us his passion for Christ in the book of Philippians when he says, “I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord.” So Paul is saying this of the same Lord – the same Christ – that so many of us see as stale and unexciting. It’s not that he served a different Jesus; he just had a different view of Jesus than many of us possess. The problem is not with God, the problem is with us. Our view of Him is distorted, our vision is off. We’re not seeing Him as He is. We’d rather feast on lesser things than taste and see that The Lord is good. Other things in this world seem appealing to us, whereas God just seems….boring.
Paul would go so far as to say that even the best stuff in his life wasn’t just second to the Savior, but a loss compared to Him. Paul had an enormous view of God that rocked his world and changed everything. He realized that this savior who died for him wasn’t a ladder to something greater, Christ himself was the greatest. In the same way, we need is a deflated view of things, and a massively enlarged view of Christ. There are a million things everyday that compete for our allegiance – created things that we gladly allow to sit enthroned in our lives. But what we need is to see visible things as temporary, and the invisible God as glorious. C.S. Lewis would tell us that God finds “our desires not too strong, but too weak.” And listen to the fanatic in Psalm 73 who just couldn’t get enough: “Whom have I in heaven but you? And there is nothing on earth that I desire besides you. My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.” Over and over in the scriptures you see believers who could not function properly without more of God. They didn’t just scratch the surface with The Lord; they couldn’t breathe without Him. They didn’t see Him as a distraction from what they really wanted; He himself was everything they wanted. He wasn’t “the necessary obligation,” He was their glorious treasure, their all-in-all, their “portion forever.” May He be that for us as well.


